Sense Of Belonging

The best feeling one can ever possess in this world is the sense of belonging. Even the smallest thing one does or expects to be done is out of this thought. When there is culturals or tournaments being held in schools or colleges even spectators take sides or voice out for their sides. Isn't it because of the sense of belonging to one's side encourages them to do it..

The feeling of love that creeps upon one, relying on parents friends and relatives to take decisions .... All this comes out of the sense of belonging to some lace or belonging to someone.

Today I'm stripped off it. Two days back to be very precise.. Some voice inside me tells me that i have no where to go early in the morning for me to be outta bed. There is no excitement of whether or not will I'll make it to the bus today at 6.40. There is no cribbing about breakfast after hogging two or three servings of whatever is being served. There is no walking back to classes with friends sharing how each one spent the previous evening and what periods or subjects we have for the day...... There is no cursing of full theory days and no tension about lab classes with incomplete obsee and records. No borrowing pencils and scales and erasers and gums in the last minute.. No more threatening by teachers saying they'll mark us absent because there is not going to be any attendance any more.... The sound of every teacher pronouncing our names in their own ways is still echoing in my ears... No more sleeping in the classes while your teachers go mad and ask you to wash your faces... Much worse is when we sleep in the first hour.. No fifteen mins break to gobble the rasagulla that yr friends bring.

No waiting for lunches with your stomach on fire all the time even after a heavy breakfast. No more post lunch naps in class with the doors and windows shut though they were shut for a different purpose. [ LCD projectors and OHP projectors]. No running for buses at the tick of three.

There is no point deluding oneself saying that we are all going to go out and meet each other often as people do not have time to spare. There is always a second thought and hesitations coming along. There are always priorities that keeps changing. There is always the next phase of life one has to face. There are always better things awaiting in life................